"Joseph? Not understand?" I asked.
"Yes, that's what I said. I said it for your ears only."
"You understand?" I asked.
"I try," he said. He raised his eyebrows and he smiled. "You know me. You know that I try. But Joseph's way is to wait, wait on the Lord himself. Joseph doesn't have to understand, because Joseph trusts in the Lord completely.
As someone who equates trust with understanding, this has been on my mind for 2 days. If I really trust someone, do I have to understand everything about them? No. Of course not. Why do I live as if this doesn't apply to God? Gosh, this is still running though my head...